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Theresa, babies and I. [16 Oct 2004|12:07pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Well, sitll wondering, aren't you?

Theresa and I will have everything worked out soon, I promise.


Do You Love Me?

[09 Oct 2004|02:55pm]
Theresa and I are safe. And the babies are safe, too.

Where are the babies? Only I know.

1 <3 ~*~ Do You Love Me?

Theresa... =( [30 Sep 2004|04:14pm]
[ mood | scared ]

I can't find Theresa and I'm very scared. She hasn;t come back yet. Something is definetley up. She went out LAST NIGHT. This isn't good at all. Fox called the police and they said they'd start to send out searcher for her. No word back. And then Fox said to the police Theresa had a habit for disappearing, and they weren't taking it seriously.

Theresa is carrying two children. It's not good for a pregnant woman to be travelling around the city alone. Did she get lost and not have a way to get in contact with us? Is she downtown somewhere in a hosptial?

I see how Fox cares for his women in his life so much. He'd take a bullet for Whit or Theresa.

But right now I am wrapping up with some warm clothes, because it rained today, and I'm going to look for Theresa. Whitney and Fox reluctantly went out to go to the police station, so I can leave before they get back.

Wish me luck.


3 <3 ~*~ Do You Love Me?

Enn Whyy See Baay bee! [29 Sep 2004|07:49pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I just woke up from my first nap in "Enn Whyy See!" as Whitney and I like to joke around. After Whit, Fox and I woke up from the nap, Theresa left a note saying she went out saying that she was going to go pick up some food. Fox looked a little worried but Whit assured everything was fine.

We're staying at one of the Crane's buldings... and wow! It's amazing! This place is huuummmunngous! I am sooo stoked to be here. It's amazing! The gang and I plan to go shopping tonight.. hit the shops and boost the economy a little. That always makes me feel great.

I had a weird dream about him during my nap... but it was still nice =)


2 <3 ~*~ Do You Love Me?

[24 Sep 2004|03:09pm]
[ mood | miserable ]

This situation is not good. If I even felt like I meant something to him, I could get it off my mind. But... I don't think I do.

Am I ever going to find happiness?

Well, today I went and visited Sarah's grave. I never went down there alone... without Ethan. How could he betray our baby like that?

I think Theresa and Ethan are getting back together. I shouldn't be jealous... and I'm not. I just really tried to warn Theresa.

Looks like Fox and Whitney are hooking up.

And I get to be lonely.

With no one.

</3 Gwen

6 <3 ~*~ Do You Love Me?

[23 Sep 2004|07:33pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

It's weird living alone. It feels like no one is around anymore. I sleep most of the day. Maybe my depression with everything that is going on around me is finally catching up to me...

Whitney is considering moving in if things get rough at home. I feel absolutley horrible... her family is a tangled mess right now.

.... I am going to be lonely and miserable for the rest of my life.

</3 Gwen

8 <3 ~*~ Do You Love Me?

[19 Sep 2004|06:58pm]
[ mood | ehh ]


Almost home.

Theresa, can you call me?



1 <3 ~*~ Do You Love Me?

[19 Sep 2004|02:04am]
[ mood | lonely ]

I'm up late again. Thinking about what I should do.

I'm in love with him, I know I am. <3

I miss him... when will he come back?



8 <3 ~*~ Do You Love Me?

=) [18 Sep 2004|02:09pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Whitney and Paloma stopped by last night to have some champange. We ordered some Chinese food from the place in town. It was nice to spend some quality time with the girls.

I found myself a bit disappointed Theresa didn't come. Maybe tonight we could all go to the Blue Note? I heard that someone from LA is coming all the way out her. Syd something. It would be nice to see how bad she sucks compared to Whitney ;)

I find myself missing Fox already. Even though I'm not in the mansion anymore, I just felt better with him around.

Mother called to bitch at me. I hung up on her. I swear, that woman is HORRIBLE. How could I ever have gone along with all her little tricks?

Call me if you need anything, the phonelines up.


3 <3 ~*~ Do You Love Me?

It's so nice and quiet. [17 Sep 2004|06:19pm]
[ mood | determined ]

I moved into the cottage today... everything is so nice and quiet. I didn't have much furiture to take with me, but my laptop was the first thing I set up. I think I'm just going to order out tonight. Possibly Chinese... if anyone wants to attend my housewarming party, gimme a call. Cell. New number isn't hooked up yet.

I feel a lot better being divorced now. I should have done this the first time I suspected Ethan was cheating on me. There's nothing I can do now, since I've moved on and I feel great. I was a bit depressed, but I'm doing better.

I can overcome this =)


2 <3 ~*~ Do You Love Me?

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